Piece of advice I most often give but least often follow

Piece of advice I most often give but least often follow

You have enemies? Good. That means you’ve stood for something in life.

I repeat these lines by former American president Winston Churchill to every friend sheltering the feeling of being judged by others. So I talk the talk but do I walk the walk? That’s the real question, answer, wait for it (dramatic pause)yeeeaaNO  .

In reality preaching is far great then following .And don’t blame me, no buddy, no, everyone have a chapter they don’t read out loud. So here it goes, I think every human is different in terms of their behaviour ,experiences, choices, beliefs. Some might like Chennai super kings  others losing, some Salman others good acting, but we all should respect these differences and be tolerant to each other. But no, they just can’t ,homo sapiens ,so judgemental creatures .And they don’t hate your work ,no, they just hate its coming from you, like how can you having thinking not as narrow like ours ,beliefs as orthodox ,values  as vague can come up with a thing like that .and being a women criticism of your idea becomes double fold . Like we know many of the great poets and writers in past have been man but it was us women who broke their heart and gave them those sensibilities, so yeah we do know a thing or two about idea.

Honestly I don’t think it’s totally their fault we fear what we don’t understand and don’t try to understand what we fear ,maybe they don’t understand me and frankly I haven’t done anything significant to give them a chance to do so ,I like to keep myself within boundaries ,opening up to people intimidates me .But still I try to be friendly, try to be cooperative ,to be helpful and I am  to a limit but then my anger takes over .whenever someone tries to denounce me I remember words of Churchill and then quickly forgot them and start despising him. OH, yes I do try, but in vain.

How can one stand to criticism so dynamic ,coming from every direction,every section, every gender ,wait no ,not every gender, trans people are nice in fact whole LGBTQ community is nice not commenting, not criticising just living peaceful inside their closets .but ya people also don’t understand them .

I listened Eminem when I was young, I understood the meaning of those explicit lyrics when I grow up. Whenever  pulled down ,I might say “they see me rolling, they hatin” but the mercury is just below MT Everest .I don’t hate criticism ,I hate pointless criticism ,but reciprocating this doesn’t makes you a better human ,and no one comes out of a  fight clean .I have to teach ,myself not to be so overly sensitive ,to keep my sanity .but for now I think I am  a clear hypocrite for I advice others to ignore hate but am boiling inside by others words.